PUSH IT.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
i moved yo.
http://deboisthebomb.livejournal.comciao.
i waited from
10:12 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
mm, blog's dying or dead.
im finally free enough to type a decent post.
anw. past few days, looking for grad night dress.
which, did i mention, is this coming thursday.
alright, at least ive got my dress.
a whole bulk of worry gone. thank goodness.
hmm. have deen refecting lately.
realised i havent done that in a long long time.
well, like i was, even until now,
i still cant wait till o's are over,
till i can get out of this school for good.
but a part of me still lingers.
still want to be in history.
and then, i think, of the good friends
who were always always there for me.
and still is.
chellie, mary, jamie.
and to think that i neglect them sometimes.
makes me feel like a big bi@%#$@tch.
mm, i was packing my books,
and found a poem written by me for my mum,
and realise how long since ive last wriiten a poem.
i lost it i guess.
lost the inspiration, lost the words.
cus i tried recently, and i just couldnt.
sometimes i wonder what im really good at.
and then i think of bastards.
the kind of bastards that hurt many of my friends,
the bastards who just cant help but have another,
or who just cant control their horny yellow dicks.
those bastards who think love is equal to touch.
wash your butt boy.
all these recent happenings make me wanna just,
not know the world.
like i wanna close myself and never open up.
cus even the best guys to you,
may just turn out the worst.
so fuck it, all guys are sluts.
and the girls,
uh. that's why i hate the internet.
scandals scandals and more scandals.
really, is there anth else in the world
you like to do better than that?
maybe im just being an emo motherfucker.
thinking of things that are not exactly necessary.
wokay, i dont wanna end this post emo-ly.
so hmm. O'S ARE ALMOST OVER.
oh screw accounts mcq really.
pth. i could be out now, worry-free.
tskkkkkkk.
ahhhhhhhh. im on the phone with my 'evil aunt in canada'.
ughhhhhhhh puke.
OH LORD. she's seriously annoying.
im like putting the phone away from my ear,
and i still can hear her.
she's like going on and on.
she is like soooo not stopping.
we're not having a conversation,
im not talking man.
'ya okay.' 'okay' 'ya okay' 'mmhm'.
pth. alrightt im trying to change my template.
but i cant find a proper one. help?
ciao.
i waited from
11:11 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
you make me hate the people i love.
i waited from
8:25 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
first you say you wontthen you say you willyou keep me hanging onbut we're not moving onwe're standing still-, you've got me on my knees-, it's killing me.
i waited from
10:46 PM
Thursday, October 04, 2007
tell me all of your hopes,all of your dreams,i want you to take me there.tell me all of your hopes,all of your dreams,i want to take you there.
i waited from
1:27 AM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
miss me, mo.
=)
i waited from
10:03 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
i cant believe i posted that picture.
i waited from
6:55 PM
Jamie Genevieve Shannon Lee Yaling.
everyone needs a friend to hold,
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go.
everyone needs a friend to hold,
all alone I cried
there was no place to go.
i remember when nobody cared
but you.
i'm not the easiest person to love,
but you, you've opened your heart to show me what i'm worth.
cus you choose to be on the side of me,
on the side of me.
i waited from
2:19 PM